Peace. Love. Hope. Trust. Believe.: My Dreams

Monday, August 27, 2007

My Dreams

I had a really cool dream last night. I don't remeber the whole thing exactly though.
This is my dream:
"We were all I THINK at Grandma's house, and we were all balling our eyes out. I'm pretty sure that it was because John had just called us with the terribly bad news. So anywayz, we were all crying. (let me tell you that the house we were in didn't look anything like grandma's house, but it was her house.) And I decided to go down a hallway and be by myself (like i actually did when i heard). I was sitting on the floor soaking wet in my own tears, when out of nowhere Aunt Katie came and gave me a HUGE HUG!!!! she talked to me helped me calm down a little, not stop crying, just calm down a little bit. Then I walked back out to where everybody was, and Aunt Katie was walking with me. Nobody could see her, so they all thought I was going loopy talking to nothing, but I was talking to her. She sat there with me the rest of the evening while more and more people were arriving. She would talk to me, hug me, and I even sat on her lap. She went to sleep by me, but when I woke up in the morning, she was gone."

It was a great dream.

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Another dream I had was a few nights after her death. This is it.

"My mom and I were somewhere and as we were walking out of the place, I saw Aunt Katie. She was just standing there, and I ran up to her and hugged her and we both started cyring. Then we were hugging for about 10 minutes, and she whispered in my ear, "Be yourself, and nobody but yourself". Then about
5 minutes later she said, "I will wait for you". Then she said, "I love you". Then my mom made me leave because nobody but me could see her. So my mom didnt know. Then as I was walking away, she waved. Then she floated up and disappeared.

I love it... and now you know why I couldn't say it without crying. I told my mom and I started crying. Then I emailed it to your mom. They both loved it. And I told my mom that I think it was more of a message than a dream...and I hope it was.

As you can tell, I miss her. =]

2 comments:

John W. Evans said...: Hi Kayla,

It's great to see a new post--and to hear about your dreams. I am glad to hear that they bring you comfort.

Keeping you in my thoughts,
John; Wed Aug 29, 04:03:00 PM
John W. Evans said...: WE WANT NEW POSTS!!!!; Wed Sep 12, 07:34:00 PM

So baby you my only love; the only love I want is yours. Nobody is going to take me away from you, and I hope it's the same for you. :)

If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening, be patient. It may simply be he has a small piece of fluff in his ear.

You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.

"In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back." - Charlie Brown

Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.

"The storm starts when the drops start dropping. When the drops stop dropping, then the storm starts stopping" - Oh Say Can You Say, Dr. Seuss book

I've finally found what life's really about. Hanging on when your hearts had enough, and giving more when you want to give up.

You're lucky you know, right? - Emma

Life is short, Break the Rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that once made you smile.

Elve's are all jacked up on maple syrup!

Laughter on one's lips is a sign that that person deep down has a pretty good grasp of life.

You don't stop laughing because you grow old. You grow old because you stop laughing - Michael Pritchard

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transformation that's troublesome - Isaac Asimov

Madness is like gravity, all it takes is a little... push - The Joker

Maybe people are younger when they sleep - Ponyboy Curtis(:

In order to live, we must let go. Forget her hearts not beating. Her spirit IS here. - Emma.

Look beside you. Shes trying to hold your hand. - Emma.

"Right now, you and me here, put together entirely from atoms, sitting on this round rock with a core of liquid iron held down by this force of this trouble you call gravity, all the while spinning around the sun at 67 thousand miles an hour and whizzing through the Milky Way at 600 thousand miles an hour in a universe that very well may be chasing its own tail at the speed of light.. and amidst all this frantic activity, fully cognizant of our own imminent demise-which is a very pretty way of saying we all know we're going to die-we reach out, to one another, sometimes for the sake of vanity, sometimes for reasons you're not old enough to understand yet, but a lot of the time we just reach out, and expect nothing in return. Isn't that strange? Isn't that weird? Isn't that weird enough?" - Martian Child.